How time flies. Eppy 59th birthday Mak. May 20th. We celebrated one day in advance. Nvm. Today our prayers are for you Mak, for Him to appease you a happiest and most gratifying of days. May Allah shower you with His grace and bless you a grand, long life ahead. Thank you for all that you have done and sacrificed for us. Really, thank you our superwomen ❤
Saturday 2 February in Bangi was a stunning day as meteorologist had predicted, ok I lied. I never really had any idea on what meteorologist had predicted cause I never really check on the weather forecast thingy. Anyway it's a fine day. Alhamdulillah that I am still alive and even being rewarded by God with a good health; a gift that is not appreciated until it's gone. Speaking of taking things for granted, well I would say that one of the things that people take for granted is their youth.
This is year 2013 which means that inshaAllah this coming October I will be 25 years old young lady. But wait.. now am not so sure if young still suits me cause it's like a quarter of a decade, halfway to 50 (no idea if I even live that long).
‘A man shall be asked concerning five things on the Day of Resurrection: concerning his life, how he spent it; concerning his youth, how he grew old; concerning his wealth, how he acquired it and how he spent it; and what he did with the knowledge he had.’ - (Tirmidhi)-
Random. I just notice that it has been exactly 8 months to the day I became an employee. The months has gone by quickly. Being an engineer, it's maybe easy. Being a good-productive-well educated engineer, bet it's real hard work. At least for me. Well I've been thinking.. or dreaming.. to undertake further study. They say that dreams give us reasons to be better than who we are. Maybe I want to be much more.. "muchier".
'You used to be much more..."muchier". You've lost your muchness.' -The Mad Hatter to Alice in the film of Alice in Wonderland (2010)-
Setelah bercutian sampai hari senin sempena Thaipusam.. inshaAllah esok akan bekerjaan seperti sedia-kala. Biasalah sebagai sorang manusia yang tak berapa nak rajin, selalunya diri selalu diselubungi rasa malas setiap kali nak pi kerja. Astaghfirullah.. instead of mensyukuri nikmat rezki pemberian Allah, kadang-kadang rasa malas tu datang tanpa diundang. Hewhew.. Ciscake je rasa malas ni. Maka dengan malasnya pi google benda-benda yang sedikit sebanyak boleh memotivasikan diri yang dilanda kemalasan ini. Makanya terjumpa a very simple yet thought-provoking reminder yang tidak semena-mena telah membuatkan diri seakan terjaga dari alam fantasi Alice in Wonderland (gittew). Semoga bermanfaat buat diri dan sesapa saja.
Tak sangka hari ni dah hari Ahad. Isnin inshaAllah dah start kerja. Kerja, tahukah awak perasaan orang yang cuti raya seminggu then kena pi kerja balik? Sorry in advance kerja, pastinya Isnin ni saya masih mencari-cari mood kerja, pastinya separuh hati dan jiwa saya di rumah, pada nasi impit, pada rendang, dan ayam masak kicap.. pasti saya takde mood nak layan awak kerja. Tapi jangan risau, walaupun begitu, saya masih sedar tanggungjawab saya pada awak. Untuk memastikan rezki saya adalah halal lagi diberkati, terpaksa saya kuatkan hati untuk melayan awak. Saya tak boleh ikutkan sangat perasaan. Kerja yang sambil lewa adalah kerja yang tak ikhlas. Takkan ada keberkatan didalamnya. Jadilah ia kerja yang sia-sia. Semoga Allah jauhkan saya dari sifat malas. Laziness, pi main jauh-jauh!
Kerja, jadilah baik pada saya. Please be kind to me. Pretty please. Walaupun saya tak pasti, tapi saya agak yang saya dan kawan sekerja Farah kena balik lambat lagi setiap hari. Balik lewat.. just like the days before Ramadhan. Sepanjang bulan puasa memang ada kelonggaran balik awal. Sebab nak kejar iftar dan terawikh. After Ramadhan ni.. susah nak cakap. Tengoklah macam mana keadaan nanti. Semoga supervisor dilembutkan hati untuk tidak memberi kerja yang banyak diluar batas mampu manusia, yang boleh mengakibatkan kerja extra hours. Semoga...
Sampai disini sajalah monolog kita pada hari ini. Sekian terima kasih. Wassalam.
